I grew up with a severely controlling, toxic, and abusive father. I've struggled with suicidal thoughts for much of my life, but somehow, I've held on to hope.
Recently, I started a social media channel and blocked my dad to protect my peace. Surprisingly, things are going well, and for the first time, I'm building an identity of my own. It feels like I'm finally becoming a person outside the environment I grew up in.
But honestly, there's still a lot of pain, and sometimes I wish I had someone I could talk to without having to explain or hide everything.
I'm here because I'd genuinely love to make a friend. Someone to talk about life with, share random thoughts, laugh at stupid things, discuss dreams, or just be there for each other on difficult days. No expectations of perfection, just a genuine human connection.
If you've grown up in a difficult environment too, please know that your past doesn't have to define your future.
To whoever is reading this and struggling silently: please keep going. I hope one day happiness finds you and hugs you so tightly that all those lonely years finally feel a little less painful. ❤️
STRICTLY TIMEPASS PEOPLE OR PEOPLE LOOKING FOR XX OR ROMANCE STAY AWAY. I AM DONE IN MY LIFE.