r/CUNY • u/Due_Supermarket_1803 • 3h ago
I Don't Know What To Do Anymore
I'm a current sophomore who attends Hunter College and bio major. As I’m writing this, I’m currently skipping class. I at this point in time don’t know what to do anymore with myself. I feel like I’ve hit the lowest of lows to the point where I’m considering dropping out as an option. Almost everyone that I know of are developing in all sorts of ways. Someone I know is part of two research labs, someone else is doing volunteering at animal shelters and even at MSK. They are a full-time student and working at CVS. Another friend of mine just got into a hospital position. Some of my former classmates in high school are now doing amazing things, like being part of national research projects. I’m happy for all of them, seeing how far everyone has come since high school makes me very happy. However, I wonder about myself though. With my job plus my grandfather being sick and me struggling academically I’m not sure anymore. I feel so lost in life at this point. Since starting college, I’ve not been part of any program or internship or anything for that matter. I have no connections and don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like I’ve stop growing as a person since senior year of high school like I’ve been stagnant ever since. I just don’t know what to say or do. It has gotten to the point I left the group chat that my friends and I had. To make matters worse my grades aren't the best either. Based on my grades should I just drop out?
Fall 2025
MATH 125: B
CHEM 102: D
CLA 110: A
ENGL 120: A
MEDIA 180: B
SPRING 2026:
BIO 100: W
ENGL 220: A
MEDIA 214: A-
MATH 150: C
SUMMER 2026
CHEM 102: C+
CLARC 204: A+
EDUC 220: A+
MUSHL 107: A+
FALL 2026
HIST 152: W
STAT 213.50: W
WSG 1000: IP
BIO 100: IP
CHIN 101: IP