r/moab • u/meandmydogindiana • 1d ago
THEY DON'T HAVE GOOGLE WHERE I'M FROM Help fulfilling a dream. This will likely be my only chance.
Not my main, I’m having log in issues. I have a 13 year old black lab/golden retriever mix. He’s an ESA and everything to me. He has saved my life more times in 13 years than I can count. In 2024 I was in a very, very bad car crash. I’ve had 2 spine surgeries and multiple hospitalizations since then, but the panic/anxiety/ptsd/trauma was quite literally killing me and I was not getting ANY care in our home, Nebraska. I literally called everywhere in the state and finally just said, screw it and went somewhere that I knew was bad, I didn’t understand how bad it was because it was literally just a psych ward and I was suffering from episode of medical delirium caused by critically low potassium so for the first four or five days, they treated me like a schizophrenic. I was in the jumpsuit and slept on a hard piece of plastic with no bedding and my blood pressure was almost always above 185-200 from the anxiety until internal medicine finally got back on my lab results. Anyway, said fuck that, looked up my insurance online and found somewhere in California that treats people like me like patients not inmates so for the last week and half have been headed there.
We left Eastern Nebraska, but then due to an emergency I got stuck outside my vehicle in the Walmart parking lot for 6 to 7 hours trying to make adjustments. I think I almost died again because I was too weak to even drive for 2 to 3 days and could only even get out of bed by taking an extra half dose of ADHD meds. And I really needed to get going otherwise the place in California would have to probably resubmit everything again or something. I don’t know at the moment.
Back then, there was three of us. Right around the first week of August I was walking around the lake, because it really helped me reduce inflammation after my second surgery and we were about 3/4 of the way down with our walk and a six week old kitten ran across the highway and swam across a 20 foot drainage ditch and crawled up my leg up to my shoulder to save him so I obviously did. My dog has always been nervous about other dogs and has loved cats. He was originally stoked and when they were in a home, it was great, but it was not working on the road. My dog, Indiana, eating his actual dog food, and the only way I could get his kidney medication in him was by shoving it in pieces of fast food chicken. I finally found someone trusted to take Frank, my then roughly 3 month old near Colorado Springs. It sucked but it was best for us. We pushed through 3 states in 3 days. Had luggage fall out in Colorado (thankfully not down/up The Rockies). Indiana and I barely spent 30-40 minutes at Gardwn of Gods which was bummer but kept telling myself this is where we’d spend a full day. Because I’ve dreamt of this place since I was 3-5 years old and first saw The Last Crusade.
Sadly we got into town just after dark. The hotel I booked wasn’t gonna work. Needed ground floor and there was literally only a 2’x6’ spot for dogs to pee. Got a good nights rest and planned to go to the local dog park to let him start his day great, grab food and go check out the spots. Bad idea/timing. The whole time we were at the dog park nonaggressive but very, very loud dogs kept coming up to Indiana and barking in his face. We took a few breaths and got thru it. Went to a cafe I found online that was near and said dog friendly. Ordered ahead and tried eating and feeding him in the furthest possible part on patio away from Main Street and away from everyone but everyone kept acting like we were in the way and with the semi’s blowing by it sucked for both of us. On the way back to our car, some dickhead who was hopefully out of town tried coaxing my dog to his truck WHIKE WE WERE WAITING TO CROSS. He thought it was hilarious but my hands were so raw and cut up that holding his leash that hard hurt so damn bad. I cried going back to the hotel because I realized I needed to sacrifice just seeing the general area for my health and my dogs.
I’m using talk to text because hands have medicine and lotion on them. Hoping someone can help me after I close my eyes for an hour. Could someone with a jeep/truck/atv/whatever be able to take us by the places and maybe somewhere he can get out after to stretch because online says he’s not allowed out of vehicle. I’d try myself but he needed a break from being stuck in my car. Stops were extremely limited yesterday and the day before we were racing around getting Frank to his new home. I’m super overwhelmed at the moment and need to close my eyes and ice my back for an hour or so. I can pay you and will cover park costs and anything else I’d otherwise have to pay anyway. Just sucks that I’m only gonna get to see what I can from a hotel or car window on another stressful trek tomorrow.
Thank you. And yes, that’s exactly why his name is Indiana.