In some way shape or form

I understand that in this life we’ll die at the end but I wanna live the life I want to be able to enjoy my life while the world is falling apart. But I know I’ll make it through this I wanna be able to put myself out there for good reasons. I understand now days there’s people who started with nothing and got everything they wanted at the end. Wanting to not stress myself out with working all the time when I just wanna travel have something that I enjoy doing be a good income for me in this world. My boyfriend does websites and also his job outside of that. I’m proud of him and everything is moving a bit steady not much has happened other than he is getting some business opportunities. I have 1 job right now. I’m about to get another one I have problems with saving money I’ve been interested in making YouTube videos there just a problem where I’m not as comfortable but I am at the same time I enjoy talking to a camera or to my self lmao I’ve been very harsh on myself as well with life and my relationship I have lots of problems with myself but I see myself with a good life I see myself living the life I want without worrying. I’m mostly just ranting but I wanna know what do y’all think should I just go for it become a YouTuber? I’m just 21 years old I have a whole bunch of life left I can do whatever I can do if I put my mind into it.

-have a helicopter license and own a helicopter
-buy a Porsche with cash (no debt)
-have a tree farm that is actually a vacation home with lots of toys like jet ski’s, boats, dirt bikes etc.
-get a motor cycle & take classes
-Become fluent in Swedish

I have one goal relationship-wise but for the rest I have no idea who I am and what I want! And I feel like I have nothing valuable to bring to the world, and not really any strength. I know it sounds depressing but I'm okay lol. I just wonder. I'd like my life to be more driven.

Random - I’m interested in people’s life purpose/goal. How do you live your day to day life? Do you have a job that you enjoy, that aligns with what you believe? If not, do you still get to enjoy your time after work?

Working on my 2027 goals and this is the list so far

- live more analogue

- release a song on spotify with my band

- watch the IMDb top 100 (the ones I haven't seen yet)

- make a pizza from scratch

- learn guitar

- write down everything I wanna do in life

- collect my poems into a book/workmap (and write more)

- cook a meal at my studentclub

- make a fotobook of a trip I've been on

- do a cocktailbarshift at my studentclub

- sort out my clothescloset

- start a physical recipe book

- plan a musictrip with my band

- join the anniversary-committee at my studentclub

- learn kalimba

- finish Ranger's Apprentice

- launch a bandwebsite

- read 5 books

- work on D&D project

- go on artcamp (same as last year) with friends

- write a new song

- read 3 comic runs

- put phone in bag instead of pockets when out

- buy a portable projector for movies

- band in one day activity

Anyone got some more ideas? I'd be happy to elaborate on these if needed for more info

I could die a happy man if I somehow farted the first four notes of Eye of the Tiger.

Sometimes life becomes so focused on routines, responsibilities, and getting through each week that the things we once dreamed about slowly move to the background. Not because we stopped caring, but because there always seems to be something more urgent to handle.

Maybe it's learning a new skill, traveling somewhere unfamiliar, starting over in a new place, or building a life that feels more meaningful than simply staying busy.

I've been thinking about how easy it is to postpone the things that matter until the “right time” arrives.

What’s one personal goal you don't want to keep postponing, and what small step could bring you closer to it?

I’m 18M and ever since I was in 1st grade I had a dream. Most dreams little kids had faded away like becoming an astronaut but not mine. As far as I can remember I feared poverty. It scared me terribly but I was still carefree and believed everything would be fine since I was naive. Now I’m 18 and have a pretty ridiculous hunger that I don’t know how to deal with so please read as I explain myself and I’d like your opinions on this

So basically I’ve wanted to become rich by becoming a YouTuber (I know I know don’t click off please) in my first year I got 100 subs and now it’s my second year and I got 3,200 subs. Big jump and yet I can’t seem to feel satisfied. I’m still scared I’ll end up in the rat race and end up like most people who only survive as slaves to companies and bosses they don’t even like. That’s terrifying.

I began to isolate myself from a lot of people as I didn’t think it benefited me and I still think this way now. Why would I go hangout with my friends if all that does is waste time I could be creating the freedom I want. I create this said freedom by doing things like making videos, streaming, improving my looks, going to the gym and anything overall productive that can benefit me.

The problem is now I’ve been so consumed and have been for a while that I’m not happy unless I reach my goal. I’d sacrifice everything at this point to get there and It’s scary in a sense yet I haven’t had someone prove me wrong yet on how I feel. The people that speak are those who aren’t free but think they are, as for those who have done as they wanted they speak of sacrifice.

This may sound like a lot for an 18 year old and yeah it probably is but idk how to fix my thinking and I don’t even think I’m wrong I just think I’m to smart when it comes to acknowledging stuff others would rather ignore in search of a future where they live life but don’t truly live it to their fullest. I don’t wanna die with regrets and I wanna be able to live freely as I wanted when I was a child.

Okay this is the end if you actually read all of this thank you and this is lowkey just some thoughts I have I could’ve gone longer but I really do want it that bad and idk if this hunger will ever leave me. I legit think I’ll only feel safe once I reach I’d say 100 million dollars and even than I probably wouldn’t stop. That’s about it lemme know your thoughts.